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Thursday, 20 August 2009
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W...O...W...
I totally forgot I even had this site. I might have to start making some use of this. I'm too ADD to do it right now, but yea, for real...lol
Monday, 16 June 2008
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I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!
Friday, 29 December 2006
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Saddam is dead. WHOO HOO!!! I know, I shouldn't celebrate someone's death, but this man is pure evil and hanging him was a generous punishment. I say they should've let the families of those he murdered kick the shit out of him to their hearts content. But that's just me.
I watched a video on Foxnews.com from Dennis Miller. He is my new hero. Some great quotes...
"You wanna know why I'm no longer a liberal? I wanted to stop my sentences one word short of the word 'but.' You know, as a liberal, I found myself using the word 'but' more than a proctologist filling out his day planner."
"You know the interesting thing about diversity training is that 99.9% of the people who are ordered to take it are white."
There was much more greatness in that video. I highly suggest watching it
Ok. Enough political rantings. Off to bed to dream sweet dreams of Saddam on his trek to Hell
Wednesday, 20 December 2006
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Feeling like an utter failure
You know, I've not done so well in classes before, but this semester just takes the cake. Yea, I failed my first class ever. But did it stop there? Oh, no. I failed not one...but TWO classes. I guess it is true what they say...when it rain, it flippin pours. I just hope this doesn't ruin my chances for grad school. This whole situation makes me feel really dumb. I put other priorities first and got too stressed over the wrong things. I am just praying that Dr. S-B will let me continue to be MEO. I am in the same boat as Beth in that I don't know how to be a regular Brother. In the first two weeks I was a Brother, I was elected Secretary, and I've held an office ever since. I think that if I have to resign, I might just go conditional. It will kill me to do it, but I might have to. I'm just bracing myself for the worst...
My mom thinks it would be a good idea for me to resign, too. She thinks I'm spreading myself too thin. I can see that in a way. 20-30 hours a week at Uhaul...KKPsi...Marching Band...16-18 hours a semester of classes...and on top of that, I still manage to have a social life.
I also wonder if Dr. Butts had anything to do with my lack of effort this semester. At the beginning of the semester, he and I had a meeting where he told me it was too much. I handled it before...but he didn't think I could handle it. Well, guess what Dr. B...you were right, and I royally screwed my GPA because I didn't listen. ANGST PICKLES!!!
On the other hand, I can't dwell on it. There's nothing I can do at this point except try harder next semester. So what does that mean for me?
- most likely...little to no social life
- maybe have to resign and possibly go conditional
- go to class every day
- fewer hours at Uhaul, or actually do homework while I'm at work instead of playing video games
- little to no gaming all semester
- pay attention in class, and be sure to go every day
- be more organized
- GO TO CLASS EVERY DAY!!!
I think I stressed going to classes enough...lol
All I know is that I am capable of more so I had better start showing it.......
Tuesday, 12 December 2006
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I hate this semester. This is the first time in my life I have honestly felt stupid. I know, I know...I'm not and I shouldn't put myself down like that. But I can't help it. I'm in the same boat as Beth. I study and I study, but it just doesn't stick. I don't get it. In high school, it was different. I didn't even really have to study. Maybe that is the problem. I never learned the right way to study so I don't know how. But I have tried so many ways, and it still doesn't work. Maybe I'm just not cut out to be a PA. Maybe I should start exploring other options...*sigh* I don't know. I think I might still apply to PA schools and Chiropractic schools, and basically, whichever one takes me and I can afford, I'll do. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get into any of them. I say I'm prepared for rejection from grad schools, but I'm really not. I didn't get rejected from any undergrad schools, so I don't know what it is like. I just know that when I open those letters and see those words "we regret to inform you..." that I'll be heartbroken. I will truly feel like a failure. But even before that, there is so much that I have to do...pass all my classes, take the GRE...oh, and mom wants me to take the MCAT...as if! I will totally get my ass handed to me on that shit! It will be a waste of time and money.
Bottom line, I wish it was over. I'm not sure how I'm going to deal anymore...
laceyk99
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- Name: Lacey
- Country: United States
- State: North Carolina
- Birthday: 10/20/1983
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/18/2005
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